Cancer Survivors Transform Pain into Art at UCSF Program

UPDATE: Survivors battling cancer are finding hope and healing through the transformative power of art at the UCSF Medical Center in San Francisco. The Art for Recovery program, designed to help individuals cope with the emotional trauma of cancer, is making headlines as participants share their poignant journeys through creativity.

Just this week, Jenni Mork, a breast cancer survivor and carrier of the BRCA gene, sat at a large table alongside fellow survivors, painting a portrait of her new dog. “I am making my first drawing of our new family relationship,” Mork expressed through tears. “Having cancer and not having children, this opportunity is really wonderful.”

The urgency of Mork’s sentiment reflects the profound impact of cancer on survivors’ lives. The Art for Recovery program is a vital outlet for participants to express their struggles and triumphs in a supportive environment. Amy Van Cleve, director of the program, emphasizes that traditional art therapy often falls short when patients are still processing their illness. “People need a space to get back in their skin,” she stated, encouraging participants to paint their anger or resilience as they see fit.

At a nearby table, Nanci Reese, diagnosed with endometrial cancer in 2008, was creating a vibrant depiction of Mariposa Grove in Yosemite, despite challenges with her vision due to radiation therapy. “It’s supposed to be me, but it always comes out not looking quite like me,” Reese shared, showcasing how art allows for personal expression even amidst adversity.

Self-portraits are a common theme in the program, as many participants depict themselves as warriors battling their illness. Van Cleve noted that initial artworks often shift from images of strength to representations of grief and acceptance. “The third phase I call the legacy phase. You’re either transitioning to the rest of your life after cancer or transitioning into hospice,” she explained.

Participants also honor those lost to cancer. Portraits of past members who succumbed to their battles adorn the walls, serving as a poignant reminder of the stakes involved. Each session concludes with a group check-in, where individuals can share their creations and personal stories. “It’s a space where people can say I’m going into hospice or I have six months to live,” Van Cleve added. “We’re just present with them.”

Initially launched in 1988 as therapy for AIDS patients, Art for Recovery has grown to be available across all UCSF medical campuses in San Francisco and the East Bay. This year, the program’s artwork gained further recognition with an exhibition at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art, featuring pieces from thirty artists, including those who have passed away from cancer.

Among the featured artists is Susana Gershuny, who created a piece from her lost hair during chemotherapy. “I wanted to flip this loss on its head,” she stated, illustrating the reclaiming of her identity through art. Gershuny, who was diagnosed shortly after giving birth, also authored a picture book for her daughter to explain her absence during treatment.

“Art for Recovery allows you to take these complex emotions and put them on paper,” Gershuny explained. “When you look at what you’ve created, it feels a little less scary.” The movement of painting provides patients with a new perspective, allowing them to express their feelings. “When you are literally moving through that emotion and you share it, there is a release,” Van Cleve concluded.

The Art for Recovery exhibit at the San Francisco Museum of Modern Art continues until Spring, and no ticket is required to view the inspiring works on display. This program not only fosters creativity but also builds a community for those navigating the harsh realities of cancer, offering them a chance to reclaim their stories through art.